Oh, my little Diaryland. My very very first online journal. ;o; If only I knew what online journaling would do to me when I started this fiasco when I was in 7th grade.

Here is my life right now:
-I am almost 19 (I never honestly thought I'd live to see 18)
-I graduated high school (almost a year ago)
-I'm seeing Dr. Ozer again!!
-And I caved in and am finally on anti-depressants~~~~!
-ALSO I'M GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY or bi-sexual. But mostly GAYGAYGAY because I fell in love with/lost my virginity to a girl, I can't see myself with a dude anymore, I honestly haven't felt a strong attraction to a dude in a long while, and the idea of suckin peen is absolutely revolting to me.
-Oh yeah, I lost my virginity. Aged 18. 2/16/07 We will never forget.
-SmOkEd DrUgS for the first time. Two days after virginity lost. I think I was trying to cram everything in while I was still 18.
-COMPLETELY changed my life path, as in the place I want to go and the things I want to become have completely switched around.
-Got a tattoo while in San Diego with a friend.
-Oh yeah, actually held down a job for a few months. A few months. ;{
-Total Jrock fag now. Indierozzzxxx is coo, too, of course. Minus the Bear has stood the test of time and I love them tenderly and dearly, but there is just something about music in another language from dudes who look like ladies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-Oh yeah, the Jrock faggotry led to the current state that my life is in right now.

And so the internet is up-to-date in the ongoing saga of Allison